Thursday, July 13, 2006

A while

It's been a while since I have written anything. I received the title of Chapter 11 and then lost all motivation to write. I did spend some time editing the other chapters, but had no inspiration to continue my life story or the book.

At the same time I have spend huge amounts of time sleeping. In fact, it worried me a bit as it is one of the symptoms of depression. As always, I decided to talk to God about it. We had a long conversation and the following is just an excerpt from it. God's voice is in this color.

Now is not the time to write the next chapter in the story of your life.

It’s not? I thought there was a deadline for this book.

There is, but allowing yourself to be flexible within it serves you best. The past ten chapters have been very emotional for you. The next chapter will bring you to another crisis point within your depression. Then you will triumph over it and transcend it with the help of my angels. It is this act that set you on the path of becoming the spiritual leader that you are. Without the interaction with the angels, without the ability to communicate with them, you would have never come to communicate with me. This is a very significant chapter and needs to be told in the right way. You can not do so with the emotional baggage of depression hanging upon you. That is why you sleep. You are letting go of all the emotion that you have brought to the surface of your consciousness through your writing. Allow yourself to sleep. Allow yourself to rest. Soon enough the time will come to write again. At that time you once again will produce page after page.

I thought I was delaying the book.

You are. Perfectly so.

So that explains why I haven't posted for a bit. I will return to writing soon and meanwhile will be posting a few more excerpts.

Thanks for checking my blog. Your love and support mean much to me.

Rick.